I love the idea of you. But I’m not sure if that’s still true. Are you the same person I adored not long ago? I’m not sure. You used to be so careful about what you said it and how you said it and now, I’m just another. Will you see me the way I see you? Or will it always be this unstable view? I just want you. Your voice. Your words. Your embrace. Every part of you. I miss you and I doubt you feel that too.

I’d like to be cuddled with you right now. There wouldn’t have to be any music on or movies or people around. Just you and me. That would be enough of perfection on a cold stormy night. The rain, tapping on the windows. Chilling me to the bone. Wiped away by your warm and delicate embrace. Making the simple jokes that leave me ever so happy. These are the memories that I would love to keep on a cold and rainy night.

Yea, it’s been a while. A lot has changed but also nothing has changed. The way you talk. The way you smile. The way you laugh. And the way you walk. It’s all the same. And my heart, identical. I can’t see it any other way. You are ideal. Just a little bit far from perfect and a little too close to outrageous. But in the end its simply you. Not a lot of you. Not a little of you. Not any of you. But the infinite of you. Yes, you. Everyday. For the rest of my life. I want you all. Simply all to myself.

It hurts when I see you with someone else. It hurts to hear you with someone else. It hurts to find out you’re talking about someone else.It hurts when you smile at someone else. It hurts when you walk with someone else. It hurts when you text someone else. It hurts when you love someone else. I miss you. And want you. But as of right now it hurts. It hurts when you are doing anything else but being talking smiling or loving me.

You were the center of my world. My happy place. You made my world spin round and round. There was nothing better then you. But I didn’t realize that I was blind. Our conversations were too perfect. You were too perfect. It had to end at some point. It just had to. And it did. This pain wasn’t a novelty
to me. But yet my world of happiness came crumbling down. And it was all because of you. The one who I put most of my trust in took my vulnerability and did not hesitate to hurt me. My heart aches of such acceptance. You’re kind words and loving demeanor. Yes that was you. Or some version of you. It came and went so quickly. Thought it would last forever. Just for me. Until I looked back and realized, it’s been a long time since you’ve held me that way. The careful caress of your words, the endless supply of your voice, and the smirk of success that never implied anything but happiness. But now the pieces have fallen into place. I finally realize these physical and verbal attributes I loved so much about you were nothing. It was just a game. Another obstacle for you to conquer. It’s been a long time since I’ve seen that old you. And maybe some day you can finally see that there is a heart within you.

So don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable

So since I’m not your everything
How about I’ll be nothing, nothing at all to you
Baby I won’t shed a tear for you, I won’t lose a wink of sleep
‘Cause the truth of the matter is replacing you IS SO EASY